Batters up for Easton

Holey Moley, what a day we had on the 13th.  It will be a day that we will never ever forget!  My friends did such an amazing job planning E's extravaganza....some may call it a benefit, but I feel as though extravaganza is much more fitting for what went on that day!  It was so beautiful that even almost two weeks later, I am finding it hard to write about it. The girls had it all set up, the chinese auction, the live auction, the fields....everything just looked so wonderful!

The day was started out with just a little service that our church put on, just a blessing of the day if you will, and of course I bawled the whole way through it.....then we did the walk, and of course Easton was happy as a clam the entire walk, smiling and cooing.  Julie and Wad Moore had balloons made that said, "Zion loves Easton", so everyone on the walk carried a blue balloon!  It was quite the site to see :)  We of course brought up the rear because we had a little girl who wanted to walk herself...or be carried the whole way, lol.  But it was a fun start to our day!

When we got back......oh mama when we got back...  There were loads of people up there at this point, as all of the wiffle ball teams were registering, and the walkers had just returned, and we were asked to stand in a certain spot..... our friend Kimmy started talking, and thanking everyone, and to be honest I was ready to bum rush her hug her, and then everyone else there!  So there we were, just taking it all in, everyones smiles, everyones love and Kimmy said that there was a certain someone there for us to meet.......and wouldn't you know it but none other than Adam Page walked around the corner!  Goosebumps....and then I completely lost it.  We have honestly been talking about Adam Page, since we saw his article in the Buffalo News when E was only days old, and there he was....walking up to us!  That was a moment I will never ever forget!

The wiffle ball started and we went and chatted with Adam and Sandy for a bit....and can I just say, what a wonderful family!  So amazingly nice, and I think I just rambled on like a nin, and I really hope that my words made sense!  We were so surprised, and honored that they would come down to meet our Easton and be a part of his day. 

It was such an amazing day!  The live auction was hysterical, the chinese auction baskets were incredible, the wiffle ball went untill 8 o'clock, and I'm fairly certain that there was some trash talking going on from the older guys to the younger undefeated 15 yr olds....must've felt a little pressure from the young bucks lol, all in good fun no doubt!  The volunteers were phenomenal, thank you Zion.....you guys were absolutely amazing!  Thank you to all of our sponsors, thank you to everyone who came, thank you to the girlies that put it on....the one word that I keep coming back to is beautiful...the day was beautiful.  The sense of community was incredible, and I am proud to say that Frewsburg ROCKS, and heck yea I grew up there lol! It was so beautiful, I wish I could just bottle up each and every part of the day.  Everyone's face had a smile on it all day, the weather, well the weather was a little iffy, but that did not stop one of those wiffle ball players- we had grown men out there in the bare feet, soaking wet- just having a good time.  I think everyone just had a good time... all the little kids running around with their face painted, hair sprayed crazy colors and their cotton candy!  All the men with their little wiffle ball bats all taped up with duct tape.....like the pros that they all are. ugh there were just so many fun things going on, and I really hope that everyone had as fun of a time as we did.  With all of that said, I do have one regret, and that would be the fact that I didn't get to chat and see everyone there.....I felt as though I blew a few people off because I had to be here or there, and I just really wish I had a chance to sit down with every single person there to let them know just how much we appreciate them....so if you are reading, and we didn't get the chance to tell you- we truly do appreciate all of your love and support for our family.  We love each and every one of you! 

Like I said, it was a day that we will never forget. Thank you for giving us the opportunity to show off our handsome little man (and his sassy but sweet sissy too!), and thank you so much for all of your support, we are beyond blessed.  With all of  you by E's side, there will be no stopping him, he will be able to achieve anything that his little heart desires.....he's got a whole community there to back him up, and to pick him up when he falls.  Lucky boy :)

Love to you all from the Rapp's

Daddy and Caidence on the walk

Meeting Adam Page for the first time.....I think we were all a wreck at this point!

That's just cute!

Adam and the Rapp family

Sweet baby E and his favorite OT ever <3

Did you kick some wiffle ball butt cousing Kole?!

Oh That sweet baby E

A little Live auction fun!

Even Johnny Cash was in it to win it, the rain didn't stop anyone from having fun!

Uncle Sti and Aunt Am talking strategy for next year ;)

The 2010 Batters Up For Easton champions

*I know there are so many great pictures out there, many on facebook, I just need to learn how to take them off of there and put them on here....I'm certain there is a way, I just know that I am not going to figure it out tonight.....so expect more pics soon!*

What a day!

My friends are just simply amazing

Well, here we are...it's June 7th, which is so hard to believe.  Where is the time going?!  I'll tell you where all of my friends time has been going these past few months...towards an unbelievable benefit for our Easton.  They have been working so hard on "Batters up for Easton" and I just want to tell the world how much we truly appreciate what they have been able to put together in such a short period of time.  It really is amazing.  It's turned into way more than I ever had imagined. 

When they approached us about a wiffle ball tourney in honor of E, I had pictured just all of our friends up there hanging out playing some good old back yard wiffle ball just having fun......and they have turned it into a huge day of fun, food, festivities and love for bub.  I still can not come up with the right words to truly express how I feel, to show how much we appreciate it, to show how much we love each and everyone of them.  They have blown us away, and all of the sponsors have too- It is going to be a day that I don't know if I will ever have the right words for it- I've been trying to come up with them for months and just nothing compares...I always end up coming up short, and this is something that I just feel like I may never be able to put into words.  It's a tears in your eyes, lump in the back of the throat, knot in the pit of your stomach feeling of gratefulness is what it is. Thank you guys for everything.... <3

I don't know that anyone will ever really know how this makes Cody and I feel.  It gives us a chance to take advantage of opportunities that we maybe wouldn't have been able to take advantage of otherwise.  I don't want to say it takes away some of the burden, because nothing about Easton is a burden...nothing.  But it does take away some of the worry of  not being able to do everything that we possibly could for our son, or provide him with some aids that could really have helped him...but I think even more than that, I find great comfort in knowing that so many people out there are rooting for our little guy.  That so many people love him and don't even know him- that our community is coming together for a day to support him...to support and encourage our little Easton.

Of course he has no idea what is about to be on Sunday, and even though I have no doubt that he will smile and coo at just about everyone, it will not be until much later that he fully understands and appreciates this day, and my one hope is that he takes that feeling, that feeling of love, and support, and encouragement, and community and hope and togetherness and embraces it, and then finds someone in this world who needs that exact same feeling and does whatever it takes to give that feeling to them.  I want him to pass along that feeling, just as we will.  I know that this will make a huge difference in his life- I know that all of you will make a difference in his life, and I know he will make a difference in all of ours.  He is an amazing little boy- with or without the SB.... and it brings me to tears that so many of you have reached out to him. 

If there is one thing that I have really learned is that we are blessed beyond belief.  I would not change one single aspect of our life.  Our life together as a family is beautiful, and in many ways just as we had imagined it, and in a few ways even better than we ever could have.  So I'm gonna leave you with that: and say thank you to all of you who have helped with this day, I am so excited to just be with everyone....pee your pants kind of excited.  (I know a grown woman has no business saying that to the world, but I really am so excited!)

love from the Rapp's and hope to see you on Sunday! <3

Chasing the shade....

Before I begin I am just going to go ahead and apologize....no pics again.  I can't get the pics to upload on the computer.  Big bummer but I promise as soon as I get a few more minutes I will try to play with it some more because I've got some really cute ones to share, so one of these days you are going to look and there is going to be a boatload of pictures of my sweets, and their friends too!

Back at it...

Well, E and I have spent a majority of our days chasing the shade.  I have to say for western New York, we are doing pretty well in the sunshine department, and there are no complaints coming in from this girl.....I say bring it on summer...bring it on.  Caidence on the other hand has spent the last week or so chasing anything but the shade...she chased butterflies, chased the birds....the bugs (well, kinda- we've got a total girly girl on our hands who shrieks everytime she sees a bug, but she does love to hunt for them), the dogs, the sunshine...she has been a very busy girl and has loved every minute of it.  We have literally been outside every single day, Nae and E have even been napping outside which has been amazing....now if only I could get them to nap at the same time I could start one of my new books :)

We have busy planting our flowers and I am very proud to say that we have morning glories coming up on one side of the trellis.  Our fingers are crossed that the right side will sprout a few, but if not no biggy....we will claim a victory non the less for our first attempt, lol!  We went and picked out flowers for our pots the other day and Caidence picked out a pink, fuzzy flower (I don't remember the name right of the top of my head), but she was very cute while picking it...."that one, mom mom"..."this one Nae?" ...."no that one"....very specific and particular that little girl is- I hope she stays that way, especially when picking out boys when she's older, ha!  She has been so wonderfully amazing lately, I just wanna kiss her face about every second cuz she's just so darn sweet.  Although I will say she all of a sudden has this growl/screaming thing going on when she wants my attention immediately which is not so sweet, but we are working on that!

As far as "Deas" goes....we started OT with Anna, and it went really well, we are just really working with him to start using his arms and start to reach for things and to stop "chicken winging it"- no that is not a pt or ot term, that's a mama term, and believe me there will be many more of them to follow.  I don't know that he is tracking as well as he was, but all we can do is continue to work with him.  I will say on Sunday the 30th he did hit his lion that has a chime in it for the first time....I was jumping up and down like a nin, so excited for him.  He focuses great on you when you talk and play with him, and it takes all of a smile from mom mom to get one back, but it's when you move around to try and get him to track, he kind of gets a little side tracked and loses focus...maybe he has a bit more of me in him than we think, poor kid LOL.  He is still as sweet as sweet can be though.  I will say, and I really probably shouldn't but I am a bit suspicious of his shunt.  He has been a little on the sleepy side lately, but it could be a number of things, but I automatically go straight to the shunt....somedays I don't know how he still has hair on his head because I rub his soft spot constantly.  But please don't worry, leave that up to us, and I'm sure it's nothing- it's been hot so if I were a lil babe I would sleep all day too!  E weighed in at 7lbs 14oz last week, but I will say that he had on a wet diaper and a onsie so he really weighs a smidge less than that, but hey, he's a 7 pounder now!

This week is kind of  a quiet week for us, all we have is PT on Friday and part of me is saying thank goodness for that.  Last week was a 'drag your knuckles' kind of a week....I got a phone call from Bev, our service coordinator and she let me in on the fact that Caidence will be getting speech......here comes a whirlwind of mixed emotions that I just can't shake, and I just don't understand it.  She told me that she was diagnosed with apraxia which was an automatic qualifyer.......I'm sorry but this kind of came out of left field, and I still can not accept it.  Yes, I had her evaluated, yes I know she is a little delayed and has articulation problems, and Yes I really wanted her to qualify....but a diagnosis?!  Apraxia?!  I did some research and yes she does show some symptoms, but I also think what she does show is almost just normal for someone her age.  I mean she can blow bubbles, she can move her tongue side to side, but yes she does call her juice "ap juice", and Easton is "Deas" so I just don't know.....I don't know why I am still even on this, but I guess my shoulders just feel heavy......I guess I'm not sold on it.  I mean with Easton, his diagnosis was in your face obvious....there was no denying the fact that he had SB, but with C I'm just not so sure.  And like I said I don't know why I'm dwelling on this- I was slightly annoyed when I didn't think she would qualify because she did so well on the receptive part of the eval, and please don't get me wrong- I am so happy that she qualified so our little babe can really start telling us what is going on in that pretty little head of hers, I just wish they didn't slap a diagnosis on her after an hour long eval.  I guess it's just the "label" that I am having a hard time with because it's not so apparent to me.  Enough of me complaining though, bottom line is Nae is getting speech.....Hooray for that, and like I said I can not wait for her to really start chatting it up with us!  We have our IFSP on Monday for her so we will know more detail then....woo hoo!

Kimmy took amazing pictures of Easton, and a few of C too!  They turned out so cute, and our session got cut short due to Cody not feeling too hot, but none the less got some cute pictures of the kiddos! Can't wait for Nae's pics!

Oh jeez, there's so much more but I have to get to a kitchen that I promised Tordella's I would have done for tomorrow, I'm not going to lie it kind of felt good to walk back into the store today.  I do love it there, I love the people, but I also do know that my kiddos need me more now than they ever will and I am so happy that I am able to stay home with them and love them up and play all day!  Life is good right now, and I wouldn't want it any other way.....I love being home with my sweets, but it also does feel good to help the store out a little bit when I can!


Well, that's it for now, and like I said, as soon as I get my camera figured out you will be able to enjoy the last few weeks at the Rapp's as much as I did!  Love to you all!

Well, I was hopeful for a post last week, but last week came and went so fast that I didn't even have time to think of a title let alone write about it!  Let's start with mama's day....I hope you all had a great mother's day :)  I woke up with a bed full of babies (oh please, like I don't every other morning) but on mama's day it is that much sweeter.  The kids have no idea yet what it's all about, but someday they will realize that they are the little miracles that have made me able to celebrate that day, and they will realize what that means to me.  Being a mom is what I have always wanted, and I feel so blessed to be one. 

Nae and dadio came up with 3 little boxes, one from each of them....they each got me charms for my pandora bracelet...it was pretty sweet to say the least.  We enjoyed our snuggles for a while and then From that moment on it was time to get busy.....we had a mess of house and family coming over in no time at all.  We celebrated...we celebrated Easton's home coming, Caidence's birthday, and of course Mother's Day......it was a busy day, but it was a good day.  And after everyone left, the four of us just hung out. We watched a couple movies and just enjoyed the lounge time together, it was great to be able to just hang with my kiddos, and Cody and not feel like I had to do anything else other than just be.  And I will say the kitchen stayed a mess for 2 days after the party so perhaps I got a little caught up in the "just be" moment. 



Back to it...so the week after mama's day was a busy one.  On Monday the 10th, we went up to Buffalo for Lung Center, the NP was ready to yank the plug on E's monitor, but Cody and I had to pull back the reigns a little on that one.  So, I am happy to say that Easton only uses his monitor when I can't keep an eye on him.... so basically just when we all are sleeping.  It feels so good to just carry my baby, and not some monitor along with him...He's cordless, quite the modern feature LOL!  The oxygen was removed from the house on Thursday....wooo  hooo!  And he is doing beautifully, hasn't had a spell in quite a while.  lil turkey. 

We were back up to the B-lo on the 13th, and Easton saw one of  his favorite ladies in Buffalo....Sarah....Dr. Li's NP.  She is so wonderful, I can not even tell you.  She took out his stitches, and bumped up the pressure on Easton's shunt.  He went from a 12 to a 14, and this was due to the fact that his ventricles were a touch on the small side, and we know how Easton's have a tendacy to collapse, so they want his ventricles to plump up just a smidge.  I will say so far so good.  It's amazing what a difference the correct shunt makes....it's all about trial and error, and Easton proves to be a tricky one, but I feel like we have finally gotten it.  Phew.

Oh that sweet Easton.....I find it so hard to believe that he is 3 months....that's 1/4 of a year....already.  I don't know how I feel about that to be honest.  Part of me is happy, but part of me is sad that we are already at 3 months with our little peach.   PT is going great still, we've learned some great moves, and I think I'm finally sort of getting the hang of them,maybe.... just in time to learn new ones on Monday.  Miss Anna starts on Thursday, so we will learn some new OT moves to help E along his way.....  He is really starting to smile, and coo, and it is just the sweetest thing.  You really forget how sweet that is.  Caidence now tries to get him to track her, and she'll say to him, "where's nae nae....there she is, as she pops out from behind the pillow.  Watching her with him is one of my favorite things.  She's a good sissy....

The past few weeks have been so crazy....mostly good crazy...Easton is getting everything that he needs, and Caidence too!  We have had her evaluated for speech, and have not heard the official news that she did not qualify, but both ladies that evaluated her said that she wouldn't qualify....sigh.....I just need to remember that these little kiddos do everything on their own time.  She is starting to open up and chat a lot more around us....not so much around other people because she is so shy, but I know that it's only going to be a matter of time before we can't keep that pretty lil mouth of hers quiet :)  I remember when Cody and I sat there in April and said, oh May won't be so busy, and we've had stuff for the pee wees every day but Friday for all of May, and the last 2 weeks we've had at least 1 trip to Buffalo....but seriously now, things should be calming down a bit next month.  I kind of hope. I would just like to get into somewhat of a routine...so stuff everyday is fine, but it would surely help if we can get on track where it would be the same time every week, and I know with PT and OT we are there :).

I'd be lying if I didn't say that some days I feel like my knuckles are dragging behind me....but we've all been there.  You just have to keep on keeping on....(what the heck is that from?).  Seriously though, all day I just think to myself..just keep swimming, just keep swimming, swimming, swimming, just keep swimming... whatever gets me through the day somedays. lol...Ya just have to take it day by day.   By the way all of those flowers we were planting in the last post...well, they are all nearly dead...whooopsie... or OOPSH as Caidence says.  E for effort, E for effort....if nothing else, she had fun doing it.


Well, that's it for now.... I will upload some pics of the last 2 weeks later tonight! (ps- E got his pics taken today by my friend Kim, and from what I've seen they look amazing, so as soon as I get some, I will post them!)

love from the rapps <3

Oh for goodness sakes, I am so bad at this!  Maybe instead of every week, I should shoot for every two weeks...that way when I actually post weekly, I will feel like I am ahead of the game...that would be a bizarre feeling.  I feel like I just keep drifting further and further behind, and I'm not going to lie this week I was a loaf in our downtime....I'm hoping for a much more productive week next week!

So, we've been home for nearly a month now, and I'm sure that most of  you already know, but 2 weeks ago we were back up at Children's for yet another shunt revision.  This trip made it surgery #6 and shunt #4...wish us luck that this is it...at least for a while.  It was an all too familiar situation, he was really sleepy all day long, barely nursed...his head was full but soft, but it wasn't until about 10pm that his fontanel was firm...so we packed it on up.  It was our first trip to the ER with E, but we went in like seasoned veterans.  Then the resident came in to tap his shunt and at this point Easton's head was softer than it was before...but he tapped it, and it was exactly like times before.  Oh fart I thought....but at the same time, relief....get that thing outta there if it's not working!  So we spent the next few hours in the ER snuggled up with our boy, and then we were off to the OR in the morning.  It was time to try something new and that is exactly what Dr. Li did, since he had tried the other two valve pressures, he felt that the programmable shunt would be the way to go.  And I have to say...Knock On Wood....that so far so good. It's like he's a whole new babe...he rarely bradys when nursing now :) Is this because of the new shunt, or did he just so happen to outgrow the bradys...ahhh we will never know!

Easton has also started PT...we've had 3 sessions now, and we are feeling very optimistic.  E's PT is great, she seems very proactive, very eager to do whatever it is she can for our babes.  He just had his core eval done this week, and after his IFSP, he will start OT also...with Anna! Feeling very blessed about the people caring for our little guy.  Anna and her boss Pat did the core, and they were both wonderful.....I was saying how we weren't sure what our expectations should be, and he looked at us and said "progress" that is what you should expect.  Hmmm..Very well put Pat Green.  He said progress for Easton could mean clearing his head a little more to the left during tummy time. It could be as little as that, but none the less that is progress my friend.   To start E will have OT and PT just one time a week until he gets a little bit older, then we will pick up PT to 2 times a week, and possibly even co-treat a session.  What a lucky little boy Easton is to have such wonderful people on his team...and how lucky are we to have Anna to fill us in on stuff that really we would have no clue about.  

Today Nae got the first big cheese grin from Easton...we were doing our usual snuggle time in the morning,watching a little Handy Manny and wham bam....as soon as he saw her came the cutest smile I think I may have ever seen.  So stinkin'cute, and she of course gave one back....and even covered him up with her blankie, which is just unheard of.  She was a good helper today with Deas... She would go over to him and help him with his binkie and I would hear "Dinkie Deas? ".  She also found a few rocks that she stashed away a while back, and brought them over to him to show him and give him one.  It's the little things that go on when she thinks no one is looking that really make me melt.  She loves her little brother, and I am certain the feeling is mutual.  What best buds they will be.

I will say that in the past month I have come to learn a few new things about motherhood....having 2 little ones is very busy to say the least, never mind all of the Dr's appt's, it's just busy!  I've learned that fretting over the house all of the time is pointless, we have learned to live in chaos ....as I am laying on the living room floor looking around at the books, little people and play kitchen stuff strewn about the floor, along with various other things.  Not to mention the blanket I am laying on has todays lunch spilled on it....ahhh, such is life.  Caidence always has been the master of disaster, and has had no problem creating the mother of all messes :).  She's a sweet lil turkey though, so she makes up for it in the cuteness department. 

I've learned that, although gross, not getting to brush your teeth until after lunch is not the end of the world.  My hair is back in a messy pony everyday, make up is a distant memory, and even after I shower I am really only going to be clean for about 26 seconds before sticky fingers comes along or E decides that mom doesn't smell like mom anymore and spits up all over me.  My clothes, which consist of tee shirts and yoga pants will always have wet spots, be it juice, spit up or who knows what.... I wish I could say that I was one of those glam moms, who looks gorgeous and is done up everyday, but right now it's just not in the cards for me....maybe someday...but for now, I'll take the sweats and the spit up.

Also, I have learned that planning things is some what silly.  This is something that we actually learned with Nae when she came the night that Cody was painting her nursery, Easton just validated this.  Things will just happen...and they will happen beautifully regardless if they are the picture you had painted in your head.  I've learned that this life...no matter the cards you are dealt..this is life....it  is what you make of it. Simple as that, so make it the most beautiful life you could ever imagine.  Are there going to be days when you want to break down...when you may actually break down...yes, but see the beauty in that. 

I've learned to be gracious (not that I wasn't before, but what you have all been doing for us has been way more than I ever imagined and although it's greatly appreciated, at times I have a hard time with it.  I  just feel like everyone is doing too much....but at the same time, I am counting my blessings a million times over for all of you and what you've done!)  I've said it before and I'll say it again, really just your love and support is all that we need...it's more than enough! It really is amazing what these little ones teach us...what they bring into their parents lives- I thought that we were supposed to be providing them with all of the knowledge and here they are, teaching us all about life, and what its really all about. 

I really don't think that we are that much different than any other family with a toddler and a newborn, other than we feel E's soft spot about 47 times a day and we have a few more appts, but this is what people do, we are certainly not the only ones.  Like Cody says, if it wasn't Dr's appts, it would be after school activities, or sports...so really, this is just gearing us up for what's to come...We will be pros in no time. Hopefully, LOL.  I know that this is new, and although at times we may feel like seasoned veterans, we are just beginning this journey...I also know that we have 2 of the most beautiful little kiddos, and I don't think that we could have planned it any better than what we've been blessed with.  We are blessed beyond belief.

That's it for now, lets see if I can do this again next week...or maybe even before! 

Love from the Rapps <3

                                                helping mom mom make a little dinner

                                                                               daddy's  boys...

                                  loving the swing, and mommy is loving having 2 hands for a minute

                                                              let the yard work begin

                                 

                                                               such a helper she is

                                                   and yes Easton, you are a helper too!

                                                             and let the crafting begin..... 

         oh the determination...she sticks her tongue out just like her mom mom when she's hard at work 

                                                           where are you at sissy?  

                                                                I'm working on it mom!      

                                                                         so big

Nothin' but some fun pics

                                                        and so the crazy hats begin....

                                                                    oh my heavens...

                                          this one takes the cake...E's channeling Marge Simpson

                                                                       .simply sweet.

                                    his first tape job...to help his little foot and tooters stay in place

                                                                        ..chillin'..

                                                      quite possibly my fav look all nicu...

                                      just getting the hearing test done but it looks like he's jammin'

                                                       it may or may not be true that she had

                                                   a case of the sticky fingers with those glasses

                                                     family picture at the zoo... minus baby E

                                             it took her all night to get her hair to look like that

                                                        so snazzy in her new sunglasses

                                                  no surprise that blue is her favorite color

                                                     clearly she didn't want her picture taken

                                                       right before the "island" egg hunt

                                   well, at least this year she found more eggs than pine cones

                                          nothing like a scraped knee to start off spring/summer

Home again, Home again...jiggity jig

Well, I have been trying to come up with some snazzy fantastic title for this weeks blog and that's the best I could do...it's what my mom always said whenever we pulled in our driveway when we were the wee ones, so it seemed fitting :)  We have actually been home for well over a week now and let me tell you it has been fantastic!  We arrived home on Saturday, April 10th at around 5:30pm.....Welcome Home Easton...or welcome to the zoo, and literally what a zoo it was, our 3 dogs and cat were there to welcome us all home, the only one missing was Caidence.  She was at Kane and Amy's because we still had some loose ends at the hospital that Code and I had to tie up together so she had to have a sleep over with the cousins. 

So there we were getting settled in and anxiously awaiting the arrival of sissy....and when she finally arrived she was passed out, and we couldn't get her to wake up for anything lol!  It was kind of unbelievable just how tuckered she was.  So we welcomed our visitors and shared our lil sweet pea with our family and we were just able to relax.  Off to bed we went around 11 and yes, Nae was still sleeping.  To be honest I was feeling kind of bummed that she wasn't going to meet her brother that day, but it's not like he wouldn't be there the following morning to greet her.  Easton woke up at 3:30 that morning and he was doing his normal hungry cry and as I got him out of his bed and sat back down in ours and I heard this little voice say..."mom, dinkie"  I looked over and she was awake....FINALLY!! And she wanted her little brother to have his binkie.  I flashed her a huge smile and said "Nae, meet your lil brother...Easton".....then she flashed me an even bigger smile and said "Deas".  Melt my heart...and as I was sitting their embracing the two of them meeting for the first time, poor dada was in the bathroom with a bloody nose...just the luck!  So then, as a family, we all headed downstairs so E could eat and Caidence could really take a good look at her new baby brother.

Such a sweet night it was, and even though it may not have played out exactly as I had imagined it, it was beautiful.  We all stayed up for a good hour or so just playing, and she would pop over to take a good look at her brother every now and then, but it felt like she knew exactly who he was all along.  It was apparent that I wasn't the only one who created a bond with Easton while he was in my belly. 

Things have been going so well for us since we've been home...we've been able to just relax and enjoy our time together.  There are times when things get a little hairy, but we just work through them.  Code went back to work on Monday, and I'm sure they were happy to have him back, and he was happy to be back. Caidence is such a big helper with him.  She's all about helping with everything, even nursing, which I'm not gonna lie, that gets a little interesting, but still her favorite thing is helping him with his binkie.  She loves to hold him, but doesn't love it when her blankie is anywhere near her baby brother.  I guess she'll share her mama but not her blankie, lol.  I will say that she did tell Easton that my lap was her's..."no Deas, it's Nae's" were her exact words to him, but that's when I told her that I had 2 legs, 1 for each of them. Silly girl, she's still getting pretty fancy with her daily outfits, even Steve the candy man commented on them when we were outside one day :)

As for Easton....the traveling nurse came out on Monday and he weighed 6lbs,and he had his first check up with Dr. Kahn on Wednesday and everything went wonderfully, and he was 6lbs 2.5oz.....then on Friday when his nurse came back he was 6lbs 4.5oz....he's a growing boy, what can I say!  Wednesday he was 8 weeks old, and yesterday he was officially 2mos old.  (I still get confused with the weeks and months....what do you go by?!)  He is loving home though...he gets to snack whenever he wants to, and sissy and him play on a blanket on the floor all the time.  He's just so wonderful...he is actually laying on my lap right now...and that is quite a fantastic thing!  The only hang up is the monitor/oxygen situation, it's a little cumbersome but nothing to complain about...he needs it, and we are home!  He's actually only needed the oxygen a couple times, and he still bradi's often, especially when he eats but he's working on it. I did get a half grin out of him on Thursday which was adorable, but I'm still not counting that as his first real smile.  We had a meeting with EI on Friday, and are now just waiting for his PT to call to set up a time for her to come out to the house to start therapy.  I am still taping his left foot to help the positioning of it, so I'm hoping she wants to continue that or has a better option to keep his foot at more of a right angle instead of it dangling. 

As far as our week ahead, just more falling into our routine- that is if we ever find one.  We are headed back up to Buffalo on the 20th to get his stitches out.  They kept them in for a little longer due to the fact that they had to open up the shunt site so many times, but I will say it is healing beautifully...he is healing beautifully.  He is just so sweet everytime I look at him I just want to kiss him....and most of the time I do just that!   

To all of you.....you are all amazing.  You have no idea what your love, support and prayers mean to all of us.  It feels so good to know that Easton is loved by so many, and I know that I've said this before but thank you all for everything.  Really....you have no idea what it means to our little family.  Life is good for us, I have never felt more blessed...Love my husband and everything he does for us...Love my kiddos and all of the wonderfulness they bring to our lives...just love my life...it really couldn't be more beautiful.

And finally a few more fun pics!   <3 to all from the Rapp fam